Things have changed. :)
Soon after I wrote the last post God helped me get over my negative feelings; I still feel the world, but that's because I'm not a citizen of it.
I was feeling very compelled to move on though, but I'd committed to my job until the end of the study.
But, one day this past week was my birthday.
And I was down-sized.
Spiritually, SO much more has been going on, I just can't put it in words, right now at least.
More to come.
So much more.
My life is taking a new direction; or rather, the direction that God has always intended.